| Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007 |
| 8:35 pm |
hello friends!!!=D
wow!....so um its been awhile...ja! lol i don't remember the last thing i wrote in here but i kno a lot of things have changed in my life since then...well not a lot but a few =D i dunno im still with william...its been a year and 7 months!=D we've had ups and downs but we still manage to pull through i love him ( : i graduated from highschool may 18th!! you know as much as i said everyday in school how much i hated it...it really wasn't that bad.... after staying home for like evr it made me realize that school actually gave you something to do! now when im at home i get really bored nd lazy and dont wana do anything lol i hate it!!! welll except the sleeping in i like that part...but anywho i've lost some friends due to changes and lack of communication which i kinda blame myself for bcuz i could actually try and make things better but if they aren't going to do the same in return theeeen why bother! lol but if they just completly change who they are...then im sorry there is no use lol but thats tht.....oo im marching boston this summer!! =D i leave in 2 days for tour...im super excited!! i've always dreamed of marching DCI and now its actually a reality. but i really really hate packing lol it sux big balls lol my room is a mess cuz i have just been throwing stuff everywhere trying to figure out wut to pack lol buut im getting there!!=D when i get baq i plan on going to valencia!! and getting a job! cuz yea i need one...badly lol....but i remember awhile ago i wanted to update my lj but i couldnt cuz i could not remember my password to this thing...i was so angry cuz i missed this so much! lol nd i hadnt been on in so long...but today for some reason it just came to me and i remembered everything i was sooo happy!! lol i hate it when i forget passwords it sux...i couldnt even get the username right so tht they could send it to me on e-mail lol w.e well yea its kinda late so i think im gonna call the b/f then go to sleep...tommorow i get to pack some more! lol laterz Current Mood: happy |
| Saturday, October 14th, 2006 |
| 2:32 pm |
man its been a long time lol
soooo yea i definitly haven't updated this is in like forevrs.....hmm i dont kno wut to write...well im still with william...1 year now ( : even though we've had our ups and downs...more downs then up...we've still managed to stay together so its all good....still in guard! ( : our guard got a score of 91! first comp. heck yes! lets see if we can keep it tht way ( : i've been staying over leenas since like oct. 7th..since her mom is in canada for a little...we've been living the college life lol...but its been nice to be on my own..i miss my room though lol...i cant wait till boston try outs...im excited, and im sure tht i am not going to back out of this one...im gonna go for it..cant wait!! >_< we had our halloween party last night it went pretty good it was a lot of fun! i was bat girl...leena was super girl....jasmine was this pirate girl lol...then sarah was a fairy? i dunno lol it was fun...we left early and went to leenas with everybody( well most of the ppl) and watched a movie..it was cool...im glad tht everything went well...me and leena went crazy in the morning looking for decorations and food..but it ended up all good....but yea im kinda tired of typing so i think im going to leave off with tht lol i will try to update more often cuz i miss lj ) : k peace out! |
| Wednesday, August 9th, 2006 |
| 5:26 pm |
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| Thursday, July 13th, 2006 |
| 10:59 am |
killing some time!! soo yea im really bored and im trying to kill time so here we go!! we just had guard camp...it was really fun actually!! i looooved the flag work!! it sux that rifles have to leave early from the flag work! but i also love the rifle work so its all good! i can't wait to start putting it out on the feild!! all the new ppl are doing soo good for just being beginners!! its awsome....but yea i dunno im kinda stressing about some things like wether or not i want to do core next year....like i really want to...but i also want to do winterguard..like maybe the knights or something..i can't do both cuz thats a whole lot of money!!..i was thinking maybe winterguard first...then the next summer dci?...ugh i just dont kno...then i NEED to get this scholarship so i can get into ucf or something....cuz yea thats alot of money to lol....i would get a job but i just dont have anytime wut so evr...so maybe if i didnt do dci next year i could get a summer job and then go from there....i hate making decisions lol....yea and lets not even talk about how much community service i still need to do before getting this scholarship...im hopeing this hospital stuff and service learning i do will cover that ( :, ughgh being a senior sux lol cuz then u actually have to sit down and think...wut do i really want to do with my life?....like i kno i want to be in the medical feild...but will that make me happy...like do i really want to do that for the rest of my life?!?! i don't know i just want to be positive that i want to do it before i go and challenge myself in college for it...cuz imma be in school for awhile! but anywho thats my complaint for the day lol i hope everyone enjoyed it lol ok well im outtie imma meet <3william<3 for lunch......he better be thankfull lol ok well peace ♥ Current Mood: content |
| Monday, July 3rd, 2006 |
| 4:53 pm |
AHHHHH my hair is gone!!! lol ♥ |
| Friday, June 30th, 2006 |
| 1:45 pm |
so its been awhile!! since i have updated.....nothing has really changed since the last time...i haven't really done anything exciting this summer...im looking forward to band camp lol and i dont kno why!! lol....but yea my car finally got fixed!! it was alwayz stalling on me..but now it's better lol i got new stuff for it! i got seat covers and a cd holder and a bunch of stuff...o and last night me and william took it to the car wash lol that was fun...i didn't even know how to use it but we managed lol then william vacumed it lol i felt bad....umm so yea now my car is spic and span....im still at the hospital...not to fun but w/e it'll pay off in the end...i just like seeing all the little babies they are so adorable lol well yea that is pretty much my life so far lol summer is the best!!! lol : / ok well ttyl ♥william♥ Current Mood: bored |
| Friday, June 16th, 2006 |
| 10:10 pm |
blah!!!
im just going to blab about my life...no need to read really lol ... so yea....summer is going by very very slow for me....and i feel like it's the same routine every single day!...wake up at 6a.m...take nico to school....go walk shy for leena mommy, then by the time i get home i can't even sleep anymore lol and im like misreable during the day...well today i started the hospital job thing..it was ok, im just really tired lol....and now im trying to get a job at claire's so that will be fun...i need money i wana go shopping...and i need gas lol ooo tommorow we r going to that circus solei thing...i don't remember how to spell it, but yea im super excited!! ( : i've been wanting to see that evr since i was a little girl!! and now it's like tommorow! lol sooo awsome! but yea back to reality....so yea on top of evrything i barely see william anymore lol it makes me sad..but then i get over it....i think thats why i like to keep myself busy so that i'm not alwayz thinking about how much i miss him....and now hes in miami...and he can't call me...but it is all good!! lol omg it's getting so hott outside!! band camp is going to be horrible but im still excited lol....just not about the sun...but i miss my tan lol so it's all good! i miss guard a lot...it sux that it's only one day a week so far....cuz then i dont kno wut to do with the rest of my week! unless im at the hospital thingy....oo im kinda excited about this kinetic edge camp thingy! i just want to see wut it is like ( :....i feel like i barely see anyone anymore....and evryone is growing farther apart ) : that makes me sad.......is it a bad thing that i think summer is boreing?....i dunno for some reason i just think it makes me a lot more lazier..........................k....im done lol ( : Current Mood: sad |
| Thursday, June 8th, 2006 |
| 5:56 pm |
( :......!!!!!
I GOT MY LISCENCE!! finally lol im sooooooo happy ( : ....then tommorow i start my hospital job thing ( : evrything is finally coming together lol....i love setting goals and then acheiving them ( :!!! k well thats all...<3 u babe Current Mood: bouncy |
| Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006 |
| 3:56 pm |
life
soooooo yea life has been..ok lol i dunno it's the last day of school...thank god..i am so glad it's over!! i think i was going to go crazy lol......but now it's weird cuz im a senior now ( : ....i dunno i never thought my senior year would get here...i remember when i was a freshman like yesturday lol it's kinda sad ) : ...but exciting at the same time ( : this summer i am really working on getting a job and my liscence....now that i think about it i am so glad i didnt go for core this year....i need to get this stuff out of the way over the summer...but i am definitly doing it next summer. I just want to get my job and start driving lol....i'm also going to start volunteering at a hospital bcuz i need somne community service hours lol....plus it's not going to be a bad thing since i am to go into the medical feild...so yea im pretty excited....then i have guard!! im sooo bored without it lol i miss it ) : i feel like i haven't spun in like a million years..i can't wait to start again....on another sad note ) : william is leaving thursday..im going to be sad lol me and jasmine are going to have a boyfriend-less weekend lol...but yea hes going to this stranded island and hes not coming baq till monday.... he's probably not going to have any phone service either so i dunno lol it's like that movie cast away lol but yea me and jasmine will keep busy so it will be all good lol yay for tanning at jasmine's tommorow..and then party at david's / : it should be..ok lol then im going to IOA on saturday!! omg i haven't been there in sooo long i am so excited lol so yea i have lotz of fun things for the summer! yay!! i love it lol ok well i need to go clean my room if i want to go to william's peace out bishes i hope evryone has an awsome summer!! ( : ps: GOOD LUCK WITH BAC LEENA!! ( : imma miss you lotz when you go ) : ...i'll see ya on the screen ( : lol Current Mood: content |
| Saturday, May 13th, 2006 |
| 1:01 pm |
the weekend
so yea last night i went to the movies with william...i haven't done that in like months lol it was really nice ( : then after that i had to run home and get clothes and stuff to go to the hotel...which by the way is really really nice!! it has the best king sized bed i think i have evr slept on....it's one of those number beds where one side can be firm and the other soft lol it was great! then leenas mom brought us some food lol we felt like we were hiding out or something.....i dunno today im just kinda not knowing wut to expect out of the banquet lol.....i dunno im kinda stressed i just wana kno wut happends lol well anywayz i am going to go get my nails did lol i will write how it went ; ) kk well peace out i love you!! <333 Current Mood: stressed |
| Friday, May 5th, 2006 |
| 4:31 pm |
Tagged by Tiffany! Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs. 1.i can be quiet ....sometimes lol 2. i get annoyed with ppl very easily 3. i procrastinate ALOT!! 4. i am very bad with peer pressure 5. im a sucker for sexy accents mhhmmm ; ) 6. im scared to graduate 7. i hate it when ppl hae something to say but they can't say it in person 8. i love william ( : I TAG! 1: jean 2: chris 3: jarret 4: sarah 5: emily 6: william<3 Current Mood: bored |
| Thursday, April 27th, 2006 |
| 2:01 pm |
YAY FOR 6TH PERIOD!!
so yea im sitting in my 6th and we r suppose to be looking up crap for world war 2 but yea im not lol....um yea its pretty boreing.....umm yea i can get my liscence!! im soooo excited!...then i can provide my own transportation lol anywayz yea i had this really big ear infectiona nd i couldnt hear lol...yea its still there but not as bad lol....ear infections suck...hmmmm i cant wait for marching season to start up again...im kinda bored without guard....and band camp is the shit.....mhmm i miss those awsome tanlines lol...the show sounds pretty cool! at least we will be able to be happy for once lol i cant wait till the summer...im going to get a job and stuff like that its going to be awsome.....o and i've started to loooovvvee ps2 lol dont ask...thats all i've been doing since the camping trip lol...its kinda fun lol....i havent played video games since super nintendo was cool lol anywayzzzz yea cant wait till showcase ours is the best!! yupyupyup....i think thats pretty much it lol i dont kno wut else to write...i feel bad for not paying much attention to lj...once again myspace takes over the world lol ok well yea peace out bishes <3 ya Jondus Current Mood: bouncy |
| Wednesday, April 19th, 2006 |
| 6:10 pm |
i hate my home
i just cant wait to move out of this house and live on my own....im so tired of this crap.....i need to get out!! Current Mood: cuz i have william |
| Monday, April 3rd, 2006 |
| 4:23 pm |
w/e
so yea i haven't updated this in a while...so i thought i would....i dunno this weekend was really weird.....GO JARIS FOR MESSING THE BEGINNING UP!!!lol i was soooooo pissed but w/e its over now...... its only going to be on the wg dvd forever..yea no big deal -_- i dunno how does someone catch a toss most of the season then mess up on finals...i think my nerves got me really bad....i was so dissapointed in myself....that really wasnot how i wanted to do my last show....sigh...w/e anywayz i need to finish this essay i hae been putting off for 4 days now lol peace.....i love william!!!! ( : Current Mood: content |
| Friday, March 10th, 2006 |
| 10:59 am |
life....
so yea life has been i dunno blah lol....i feel like i'm just living my life waitng for something exciting and new to happen...i dunno i'm hopeing this spring break will clear my head and make me ready to go back to school....cuz right now i honestly hate it!! lol but yeawilliam has been something great in my life cuz honsetly if i did'nt have him i probably would have bull shitted school soo badly.....i dunno it's great having him around ( :....yea and i dunno i hate that when im with him.....i hate that i have to feel wrong...or i dunno i feel like i should'nt be with him and it's a bad thing....i don't thiink that's normal. and then i feel like everything is falling apart with my friends......i just wish evrything was normal again! why does evrything have to change!!!....i dunno w/e.....well yea im gonna go watch dora cuz its on lol yes i am a dork....ok peace out...i love william!! ( : Current Mood: blah |
| Monday, February 27th, 2006 |
| 6:36 pm |
best weekend evr!!!
sooo yea this weekend was freaking awsome!!! oh my goodness!!!.....so yea well lets start out with my whole cello thing lol..yea my dad wasnt really gentle with it when he helped me put it in the car sooooo yea the strings popped off and the bridge fell.....but he took it to the orchestra store and the lady fixed it!! ( : .....i wanted to get the sound post thingy fixed to...but that takes a week so i would have to leave it there in order to get it fixed so i dunno lol....but yea anywayz i went to deltona with william that was sooo awsome!! omg i felt like nothing else mattered seriously i felt like i was in a different life...i dunno it was werid but i loved it sooo much!! ( : we watched the ring 1 and the ring 2 cuz william and his parents haven't seen it yet....so yea that was fun...then we watched ghost ship ; ) lol that was fun.....yea then i came home and i didnt want him to leave ) : lol i was sad!!!.....but yea now im baq in school....lol i just wana go baq to deltona lol but yea ok imma go get things ready for tommorow peace out bishes i love william 4 er and evr and evr and evr!!!! Current Mood: content |
| Saturday, February 25th, 2006 |
| 12:56 am |
at my babys house!! ( :
so yea im in williams room lol and he had to go in his parents room....so yea hahahhha sux for him lol j/k.....but yea we watched scarey movie 2 lol that was some funny shiznit lol.....yea today in practice i jammed my thumb really really badly....it still hurts..... usually when i hit myself it hurts for like 5 seconds and then the pain goes away so yea i dunno lol i can barley move it....i was like dieing in practice but w/e hopefully iy heals by next practice....ok well im off to go raid williams room this is going to be fun lol ( : ok byeeee i love william!!!( : Current Mood: cheerful |
| Thursday, February 23rd, 2006 |
| 11:16 pm |
just sitting herr!
so yea im just in my room....sitting here bored lol im suppose to be packing....but yea i dunno i just dont feel like it right now so yea lol...well today was like ok..went to school.....then practice you know the usual lol...practice was cool today....we did 100-100 that was great lol we are all going to have beastly arm muscles lol....i signed up for my sat's and i need to sign up for my act's....ahhh so much to do lol....but yea this weekend i get to go to william's dad's house in deltona!! thats gonna be fun....im gonna make him watch the ring cuz hes never seen it lol.i can't beleive that lol but yea i dunno wut else to write about and i have finally decided to try and go pack lol...i need to make a list and write it down cuz im that type of person lol.....im a checklist kinda person lol well yea im outtie peace out bishes i love william 4 evr!! <33333 Current Mood: content |
| Tuesday, February 21st, 2006 |
| 11:33 pm |
why
why do ppl have to change when they r around other ppl......i dunno just a thought.....i was happy today but now im like....blah i dunno im done.... Current Mood: blah |
| Sunday, February 19th, 2006 |
| 3:47 pm |
great show!!
soo yea yesturday was another one of my best shows...no drops again!! im on a role lol...i dunno i think im starting to get use to the whole toss thing now....it doesnt really bug me like it did before....so its cool....i just watched the show and it was good..i think that was one of the best runs we've had this season!...i mean there was a few drops here and there but i dunno it was just good...and the ending hit was soo cool omg lol i just loved it....and i had soooo much fun out on the floor to so that was really cool...i dunno i wasnt expecting a high score anywayz i was expecting the lowest cuz it was our first time....i didnt expect to actually beat soembody...and we almost beat thsi other guard by one point...so i think we can get better and do alot better to ( : well yea we have one dvd done and now the second one is almost done! lol so yea jean or chris you guyz can pick up one lol just let me kno ( : kk....o yea THANK YOU WILLIAM FOR COMING!!! lol it was great having you there i love you!! <33333jaris Current Mood: content |